john not danger

The letters read.

Where I've been.

The white hot heat of impermanence.

A song of my North Star.

What cave is this?

I'm so far from where I was. Been making my life bigger. He only made his smaller. I tried to offer my words, but he had resigned himself to fail. Memories of beautiful times were shared. The stark fact that we've chosen lives so different. I've come a long way.

Met with an old friend to check up on him. Was saddened by what I found.

Was overtaken by some weird feeling that lasted two days. Scared the shit out of me. Thought I had broken. Was paranoid, twitchy, fuzzy feeling. Was probably withdrawal. Not fun at all.

Introduced The Mighty Boosh to Katt. She now loves it. Made her eat Hobnobs. She can't stop eating them.

a move on

Staying those few extra days changed everything.

The trip was emotionally charged.

I've come back home with a certain knowledge.

Seven months till we meet again.

Next spring. I've got something to work for. Work harder than I ever have in my life.